I miss everyone so much!!! I just had to say that :) So much has been going on in my life that I feel exhausted yet kind of like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I’ve been keeping up with everyone’s blogs even though I’ve been MIA, again.
I’ve moved in with a good friend of mine to a refinished mill building in Lowell on the Merrimack River. It’s hard not to be living with M anymore, but we both have some growing up to do and need to think about our relationship. We didn’t break up. We did well for 2 weeks! Haha. Well things don’t always turn out the way that you want them to. I felt like things were going great just with not seeing eachother everyday and the anticipation of seeing the other person’s face again. I’m not going to lie. He made a huge mistake and now I find myself wondering what’s next. Four years down the drain. How can you trust someone again?
Sorry so sappy!! Lol. Now I am with the beautiful Keri and Maia right here in this LOVELY PLACE! The Lowell Beerworks is across the street. Anyone who knows me knows that I love my wine… but beer, come on. Sometimes you just need a cold one ;)
We have 15 foot exposed ceilings and get this FREE HEAT AND HOT WATER lol. Honestly we don’t even need heat. It’s always on 65 and we stay cozy. Oh, and we have a gym onsite and a park here for walking the pooch and going for a jog along the river.
Here are some pics of the new place. I took the pics at night, so sorry for the darkness. I promise some with views of the river and actual sunlight beaming through.
See Maia on her pillow next to the tv? Hehe. She loves it!
Through my personal transition, I was able to keep the amazing chaise :) How generous of M. Lol.
Don’t mind the messy room. Still in the slow process of unpacking and organizing. For some reason I am soooooooooo scared of hanging pictures. I’m scared of doing it wrong.
Yeah I know this looks bad, but I swear it’s getting better. Haha. I get to use the space over my double closet for storing bins and boxes that I don’t use. Just think of these as “befores”. Lol.
All new stainless steel appliances. Nice to have a kitchen that no one’s ever used!!!
I cannot wait to put pics on these walls. They’re so tall and beautiful. They finally painted the wall behind the TV. I’ll have to show you guys that after we get the huge pic up (the one behind the table here that my lovely mother gave to me).
The pantry is bigger than my bathroom. Haha. It’s great. We can organize and keep trash and recycling in here. Luckily we don’t have to go outside to get rid of trash. There’s a huge closet that we put trash and recycling in. How awesome is that for when winter finally decides to come???!!
So… although so much has happned in my life, I thank my beautiful family (and Keri’s!!!) for being so supportive and really giving us nothing but love and understanding.. oh and money and tons of free stuff for the place haha. Also M and his papa (M&M Moving) for helping Keri and I move our full truckload of things in an hour (www.mmmove.com).
I’m a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. It hurts to think of how my relationship’s ended up, but Keri and I are closer, and I have the support of my girls and my family :)





